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Working on some kind of requiem for all these dead pieces... I still don't know what it is , a moment maybe , or a poem Or some kind of dance move Maybe a new recipe for my mango shake Maybe I'm already doing it unconsciously and I don't know it. Quote from a brand new story...

تا به حال درباره اش ننوشتم. می ترسم کلمات به واقعیت قدرتی ببخشن که تا به حال نداشته. از طرفی هم حرف زیاد هست برای گفتن... Quote from a brand new story...

Should I be feeling heartbroken ? Or betrayed ? Or sneak back into a safe place to let my mind rest? 

The fact is that I'm too tired to even feel heartbroken or sad. The fact is that I am actually depressed , but it's nothing to do with this and is deeply tied to some kind of extreme tiredness and I've had it for quite sometime , even before this.

It's just like my soul doesn't have the ability to become heartbroken anymore. It's like I'm immune to this kind of stuff now. And it feels weird , and the weirdest part is that I'm not even worried about what comes next.

I'm floating.That's all.

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Love hurts. The way I love the ones that i love to the very core of my bones , hurts. Quote from a brand new story...

I wish you were crazy 'bout me. Then, we could build sth so beautiful together.

شاید وقتی خواستی بری بهت بگم. توی فرودگاه بهت بگم؛ و بعد نیاز نباشه ادامه شو بشنوم. فقط بگم که بیاد بیرون از توی گلوم. 

It just kills me everytime I sit near you I wanna say it to you.

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i wanna give you a long passage on how i look at you, how i feel about your existence , but i'm afraid it might be too soon for that. Wanna save some stuff for the future. Quote from a brand new story...

یاد داستانای Mari.J افتادم و یه چندتاشو دوباره برای اهل بیت تعریف کردم و کلی خندیدیم. کاش بشینم بنویسم داستان های زیباشو =))

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We tried to be enough , but the whole thing was meaningless to us , so I still don't know why we tried , why this is happening to me , why I'm feelin like this , like the thought of the whole thing ma Quote from a brand new story...ادامه مطلب

امروز رفتم ، تو هواش نفس کشیدم و برگشتم. حس میکنم 30 سال توش رفت و آمد داشتم. حقیقت سنگین اینه که فعلا فعلا ها قراره ماجرا داشته باشیم اونجا. 

یک چیز holy ای درباره اون مکان هست ، که ریشه هاش با ریشه هام غریبه نیستن. که یه جایی مربوطیم به هم ، هم در عمق و هم در سطح ، هم قبلا و هم الان و هم آینده. 

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